Day three of SFF: Ashley Isham

Im telling ya right now im walking on cloud 9. Im so high right now cuz me got to DRESS JON JONSSON!!!!!!!!!!
Haha....yes im telling the farking truth!!! I got to dress him...meaning...saw him naked and all and touch his ahem...u know...haha...im not washing my hands I tell ya! Haha...

How lucky can a girl get!?!?! Jon has such a great body! All smooth and silky! Haha...so God was on my side and all his three outfits has pants without zips on them but with super complicated buttons! Ah bless Ashley Isham!

So he needed help in that area...soo...haha...a bit paiseh lah cuz accidently brush THAT for a few times and if I were him I would have thought me as a pervert! Haha...

Anyways he is all friendly and stuff telling me I’ve done a good job, encouraging me, smiling his captivating smile, his shyness etc. wah so much better than the bitch I have to dress the day before who just left w/o complimenting me! Now im totally anticipating for this Wed for Lancome. I hope I got the opportunity to dress him again although I know my chances is slim...but well...a year ago I was totally swooning over him...but now...haha I count myself to be a really lucky girl! Now what did I said about fate before hmm?!...........

Well i think Jon looks good in this...a bit gay lah but hah...that shirt took me soo long to button ok and the cravat was totally scratching me all the time. The other model made me damn paiseh lah when he said i keep doing doing doing the cravat but actually just excuse to touch his chest!!! i think i blush crimson red sia! Jon keep laughing and smiling but he's a man of lil words. very shy lah keep smiling at me looking at me. Everytime he look at me i feel like so scared something was on my face! Yup insecure Zan.....I call them my knights and thus they obliged with a picture! haha....my white knights.....the other model is Ashley's friend. he's nice so funny and flirty! my friends said he's gay....well...i think he's quite a cute gay! haha.....


i know im such a whore.....haha...but i cant help hugging him! His body is meant to be hugged and touch one ok! haha....Buns of steel....yummy!

Ok this model i think is much more better looking than Jon. However dun judge a book by its cover. My friend had the cheek to ask for his number and he actually gave it to her! And u know what? a few mins later i saw him cuddling/holding hands with a girl model whom i presumed is his gf. Oh what casanova.......

Jon's rack. Yup he had three whole outfit changes......i think Ashley a bit cuckoo cuz he dressed all the males with female looking clothes. Very Baroque/Rococo and some of the clothes made jon look like some ancient knight or something...damn damn dashing lorz....grinz....


Really gorgeous models! I love the mohawk but hate the scary oriental makeup! haha...

Sluts 'r Us

Day two of the Singapore Fashion Festival:

I honestly did not expect these.
Freaking long waiting hours and Diva-sh MALE models. Yup my first shift for Salvatore Ferragamo was quite a nightmare! I came promptly at 4pm....waited till 830pm till i select a model and see its outfit....the show started at 945pm!!!! Like WTF right!?!? Wats the point of usking us to come so early to do basically mothing and wait and wait and wait even more? Somemore do last min things which i hate!

I honestly think the Ferragamo team isn't organized enough. My model's shoes were missing and it took them one freaking hours to find the replacement! I can farking do that in 10 flat! And the funny part was my model (Jonathan) couldn't fit in the shoes (at least 1 1/2 size too small) so there he was struggling like mad and screaming in pain while i stood at the side smirking in glee. Hhmph....he deserves it lah!

Here's the reason why:

First of all he's THE FIRST bitching male diva i've ever met in my entire life! He like totally beat estar in that category! And sooo totally beat my own cussing record!! haha.

Anyways the whole time he was scolding vulgarities like " i dunno what the FUCK i am doing here!!!!" or I dunno the FUCK why i waited so long and i wanna go home!" etc etc.

Like why are u soo pissed sia at least u are paid...im not OK! U think im ur freaking maid is it!?!?

Basically he's like freaking mad lah always MIA i cant find him for his fittings, i need to run after him to remind him THRICE to carry his bag which is part of the outfit. He's always running around like a clown on dope. (which i have a nagging feeling he IS on dope! Die bitch!!!!)
Sial lah i almost wanted to pull his ear back to place but thought twice cuz he's too tall and strong! Ah whatever i should haven taken his naked pix and disfigure his "member" as revenge! haha..........................................

Lili cole looks exactly like wat i imagined. Tall...skinny....that cute face...flaming red hair....she's quite friendly lah but i dun dare take a pix with her cuz i was too shy and too pissed off! hmm next time perhaps.

Snakes, owls,rabbits were present for the Ferragamo show cuz Safari was their theme. Interesting huh!

In my dreams, my future fashion show will have harps and opera singers at the background.
Wif acrobatic angels at the ceiling.
The catwalk will be sprayed with mists and the gates of heaven will be the backdrop.
everything will be pure white!
My models however will be dressed in contrasting black!
With a gothic theme so they looked like they are released from hell to be reincarnated as angels. Heh.

P.s- Sigh..i dun think i can ever get used to being surrounded in a roomful of gorgeous people even if i wanted to....

my parents may be getting me a lappy this coming monday!!! Yippeee......

so far im looking at this Acer laptop cuz its the cheapest on the market! $1198 40GB and DVD playable....and all the other stuff which i dun understand.....
i might be getting the external hard disk drive $135 for 40GB...cheap right!?!?! people go sim lim square if ya wanna get really freaking cheap IT stuff...haha...i bought my Creative Zen at only $315 there compared to Courts, Harvey Norman etc which costs $365......

sigh my tutor just briefed us abt our assessment.....double sigh......so stress deadlines are freaking everywhere...help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SFF Briefing

so yesterday i went to the briefing.....saw an old time "friend" there.....haha...erm "unfortunately" were did not do the same job together...so...haha...estar will know what im talking about..haha....

ok its kinda tough to describe wat me job scope is here..but in short, i think we'll be assigned per model per dresser thingy..and erm we are supposed to help them dressed up super chop-chop (duh but of course!!)....erm.....take care of the garments......erm.....make sure that the shoes go with the dress....etc etc etc....totally remind me of the maids in the reinassance era..u know where the maids gotta have to pull the strings of the ladies corsets blah blah..haha...im doing something like that!! worse off is that we are not paid....maids are better off! haha...

anyways they (the organizers) keep emphasizing how thankful they are that we volunteered...blah blah...watever zan will be ok if zan is fed and well taken care off....but of course Zan i most happiest if Zan see beautiful girls and boys and extremely beautiful clothes.........

i'll be working for Ashley Isham....Diane Von Fer (something!! haha)....Missoni.....salvatore Ferragamo...Lancome and some tangs and soo kee stuff...a lil bit disappointed i couldnt make it for JPG and Triumph...

anyways i will be taking a whole lot of pix...cuz im using this festival as an assignment for our project.....

so lets cross fingers and hope Zan get a glimpse of her dream man...haha...

Movies u shld watch in this lifetime or next:

contributed by Debs:
-The English Patient
-Kill Bill.....i dun like the 2nd one.....haha...
-Closer
-Ladder 49
-Brokeback Mountain
-Schindler's List
-Crash
-King Kong
-Moulin Rouge
-The french movie - AVery long engagement...or something...cant remember the name...
-Gladiator
-The Descent
-Saw (the first one...)
-LOTR trilogy...but of course...
-The sound of music
-Farenheit 9/11
-American Beauty
-SinCity
-Forrest Gump
-The Princess Bride
-Big Fish
-Stage Beauty
-Shakespeare In Love
-Almost Famous
-Sideways


hmm...i think there are more....but these would rate as classics dun u think? Anyways they are based biasly of my favourites! haha...

Brokeback Mountain

I left the cinema with sadness on my back. I mean, I love the show. Its been so long since a film touched me so. The last was Sin City. But why do I feel so much dread and melancholy at the same time? What I know is im a reformed movie-freak. No more crappy movies for me. I rather watch thought-provoking arthouse flicks like these than Final Destination etc.

I was actually rooting for them to get together in the end even though I know its impossible. The movie started real slow and im beginning to wonder how the hell two GUYS can fall in love surrounded by sheep and mountain!!? Haha. (Walter said it is most probably due to the excessive drinking and the cold and that's why they often hugged! Haha..) But I believe realistically that they are both lonely and long for love or something like that. The most memorable scene for me was when they finally meet after 4 long years and they started to hug and kiss like as if they need air to breathe. So touching I tell ya!!!

Sometimes I wonder why love has to always be so complicated. To hide like that for years seems so painful. If love can transcend colours and race and personality then sex should not be excused. I have newfound respect for gays now. No more gay jokes and no more sexism.

Heath ledger gave a stellar performance. His best so far. (Yes I've watched most of his films and trust me they are not so fantastic..haha). If I become President of the world one day, I will make a Bill that every actors in the world should pass drama class with an A1 before they can act in any movies!!! Anyways I think Jake Gyllenhall deserves an award too. His frank, angry, love/sex-deprived character blends really well with Heath's broody, depressing macho-man.

I cant wait to watch Transamerica.

An orgasmic 21st Birthday!

Well well well....im sincerely impressed! To think my friends would actually throw a surprise mini birthday bash for me!! Haha I love u guys!!!!

11:45pm (8th march 2006):
Estar called.
Me thought he wanna wish me a Happy Birthday.
Then he asked where I am.
I said I'm outside on my way home.
Then estar frantically said he's directly under my block with Huiyun and Stanley with a cake!!
SURPRISE!!!
Hahaa..Apparently he assumed me was at home but I was actually outside with walter. Haha.So me hurriedly took a cab to meet them. So freaking paiseh sia made them wait like that!

12:10am:
Finally reached home!
Met them under the block and apologized profusely!
Phew thank god they were not really mad! (I hope eh...hehe).
So estar actually took the liberty to baked me a choc cake. Love the choc fudge!!
When its present time, they took out this huge black paper bag with a card that says "For raunchy or lonely nights" with freakish drawings on them.
Haha me thought they bought me lingerie and wondered how the hell they guess my size.
But hell no...they actually gotten me a farking vibrating-dildo-whip thingy!! Haha cool! Better then I thought!!!
The best present so far lah! Haha. Cuz it makes Zan a happy woman!
Haha if only it comes with rechargeable batteries eh.............

Huiyun whipping me into shape! hehe...

Now who says my ass is big? haha....

My 2nd birthday cake.

Walter and me celebrated me bdae at East Coast park.

We completed The Lost World game together! WooHoo how cool ah we eh!....

The two person bike that we rode. So fun....

im so damn freaking farking exhausted i tell ya....assignments after assignments aaarghhh its even worse than NP im telling ya. Its costlier also...spent tens of dollars min for every project..haha..im accelerating to bankruptcy!!!

yes so tmw's my so called 21st bdae. Honestly the hype has gone down as my mood is not very good these few days. Too tired lah to think of a celebration and too broke to have one. hiya its just a birthday anyway. So me in sch now going shopping with mum later. she's gonna buy me a jewellery. initially she wanted to buy a gold one but i think its too tacky lah so i suggest we go perlini silver lorz. maybe i can psycho her buy me some tops from topshop and dorothy perkins which is nearby! haha....

ok if u guys wanna know, here's my wishlist for this year:

1. To suddenly see thousands of dollars in my bank magically!!!

2. To lose weight! haha...working on it!

3. May all my friends and family be healthy and happy for the entire year!!!

4. May Walter have more nights off! haha...

5. Oh and may my parent's business do well so i can finally ask for more money! haha...

6. Good grades!!!! .....No..... GREAT grades!!!!

Yup thats all...now who says Zan is such a materialistic bitch huh! =)