Sunday, October 29, 2006

Heya darling peeps....

freaking sorry i haven been updating my blog......

well...cuz i've found a new love.......

PLAYSTATION 2.....

haha.....

so "he" have been keeping me busy for the last few weeks....

now the honeymoon period is over.....

im OFFICIALLY back to rant, rave and...well....more and more pix to show ya.....

so thanx for being patient and keep coming back!!! i have Hari Raya Pix and Halloween Pix at MOS to share....

thats all.....

Sunday, October 15, 2006

Magic Ice-Cream?! lol


This is the ice-cream that i've been consuming at the pasarmalam 3 times a day for a week. haha there goes the diet eh....but hey this ice-cream is really tiny...if u dun believe me go get one from any pasarmalam for only 80cents

i paid only 50cents and the rest is free...haha the uncle is soo nice always offering my workers and i free ice-creams. I cant refuse free stuffs cant i? hehe.....it helps when the weather is sweltering hot!

The many kinds of soft drinks that were put into this small tube and kept frozen with minuz zero degree of ice underneath it. My fav is Plum and mango. *Slurpps*..........

Wah im like doing free publicity here eh....haha....

felt guilty for taking too many free stuff from him so its payback time......

thats all.

Many a times i thought of changing my digicam. It seems like soooo many brands are offering the market with higher pixels and many other features im nuts about. The prices are cheaper too...

Im still with my 3 year old Nikon Coolpix something-something. The 'Grandfather' of all digicams. Got it as a shared gift from the BF. Im still in love with it and its with me everywhere i go. Its my habit of taking stupid, blurred (because the cam is really lousy with sharpness etc) pictures that is of my everyday life.

Maybe instead of talking on and on abt wats going on with me, i think its much more fun if it's with visual aids.

So thats wat im gonna do from now on. Im becoming more lazy to type and i know my grammer is getting worse from every sentence and im too lazy to edit.

haha.....so to start.......

I had a heavy lunch today and im not guilty about it cuz it was alllllll worth it! Ate BEEF ribs from Cafe Cartel. Pricey $26. But so goooood to treat urself once in awhile.

Afterward the BF and me decided to be kaypoh like normal singaporeans and visit the newly open Vivocity. Wah that place is huge! Although most shops are not open, i reckon its a fierce competition for Suntec City and Marina Bay.

Paid GAP a visit. Famous in the US but i dun really fancy their tops. Very basic and u can get them anywhere..and very very pricey. I dun see whats the hype abt GAP. U can buy those tanks and t-shirts half the price from any brands like Giordano and Topshop/Zara.

Since i suddenly possessed a wad of cash...i dun see the reason why i shouldnt contribute to the economy....so i shop my socks off!!!

Which of cuz pisses the BF abit...haha...he's my paperbag carrier and i love him for doing it!!!! **muakz**


Im in love with Zara T-shirt collections cuz they change all the time and its limited in stock. So i bought these 2 which set me back $70....yeah i know my pocket is burning a lil....sigh....

Im very into emo....alot! So pple who hangs out with me nowadays will see lots of me in noir.


My bro remarked that its so dumb of me to go all the way to Vivocity and then bought a shoe from BATA.

Yo for ur info BRO, im a size 10. Most in fact 99% of ladies shoe boutiques carry the largest size 9. BATA seems to be the only place that offers size 10. I know its farking sad so i rarely buy shoes.

But this open-toed metallic light gold with black trimming so totally took my breath away. Audrey Hepburn would be so proud. =)

Officially im broke.

But im glowing with happiness.....

Thats all....

Saturday, October 14, 2006

Remember when i said im starting to breed my bettas?

well....spawning is a very tedious yet fruitful project. In total i have 7 gorgeous bettas. Haha yes thats a lot but there are pple who have dozens or even hundreds of them so im not THAT crazy k! haha...

Unfortunately only 3 is "mature" enough to start breeding. Sad. So this time im gonna "experiment" them. The prototype couple. Hahaha.......

The "LUCKY" two is.....................


Mr ROMEO. Yes thats his name. haha....why? Cuz he's a horny casanova....haha always have his eyes on the ladies....and....he's very very very handsome in real life....If he flares, his whole tail will be as big as half of his body. Simple beautiful!

The lucky or unlucky gal would be Ms JADE. She's not really a catch. Average looking average body. Like all romance movies, the plain jane always catches the hot stud! hehe....this woman got "spirit". Fierce and hungry for attention. I hope she passes this down to her children or fry in their terms.

Yeah yeah expert will say its a U.G.L.Y mix but hey its an experiment right?

If the colours can mix and look like my first fish Amber. Im happy enough.

To start i need to get a big enough tank and separate the couple. Something like the courting period. If i dun separate them, they will fight and kill each other. Im very bias, Jade can die but if Romeo dies, all hell will break loose cuz he's my FAVOURITE!!!

Romeo will get very excited that he's gonna get laid soon baby!!! So he'll build bubble nests to show his interest in mating and also show off to his layydeee his "power".

haha...bragger...like all men on earth.....

From the pictures u can count like there's at least a few hundred bubble nests!!!! HE's damn horny lah and if this is succesful, chances are i will be getting a school of fishes....woohooo....and then i will sell them and earn my dues...hehe....

So will need to quarantine them like this for at least a week. Then once the female is ready, i will release her.

For my own pleasure, i will continue to update the process of this couple in my blog.

Till a week's time.....wish me luck!

Thursday, October 12, 2006

Leann Rimes - I dream 2001

Wow..didnt Taufik sang this when he was crowned in 2004???
Apparently the newspaper said that he and Sony BMG wasnt aware of it when they did hey recording.
Soooo not original anymore...
Leann Rimes sang it way better than him at the end....glass-breaking pitch!!!
hahaha controversy baby!

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

Since im in the fashion industry, i think this issue should not be regarded simply. Read on.......

Survival of the thinnest

Is banning skinny models on the runway a real turning point in the size debate?

The dress, leggings and A-line mod styles may have made headlines at this year's international fashion weeks, but the real debate that raged off the runways was the size of the models.

The issue jumped into the limelight after organisers of Madrid Fashion Week banned models with a body mass index - a ratio of height to weight - of less than 18. That meant a model measuring 170 centimetres tall had to weigh at least 52 kilograms. Under such a ruling British supermodel Kate Moss would not be able to take part.

A factor driving the controversy was the death of 22-year-old South American model Luisel Ramos, who suffered a heart attack after stepping off a runway in August. She had been on a three-month diet of green leaves and diet Coke after being told she could be an international sensation - if she lost weight.

There was also a strong reaction to the models at New York Fashion Week, said Tim Gunn, who stars on pay TV's Project Runway and is chairman of the fashion design department at Parsons The New School for Design in New York. "Some of the girls caused you to gasp," he says. "When the knee joint is wider than the thigh, it can be scary."

(Luisel Ramos)

The debate is intensifying amid concern that the use of spindly models sets unrealistic standards of beauty that encourage young people to crash-diet at the expense of their health. Milan mayor Letizia Moratti urged organisers behind Milan Fashion Week to follow Madrid's example.

The storm only abated after organisers confirmed plans to introduce a new skinny model policy next year. All models will need to present a doctor's certificate of good health before they will be allowed to walk at the autumn season shows in March, while under-age talent will have to be chaperoned.

The British Fashion Council, which organised London Fashion Week, cancelled its photo call after a barrage of criticism for refusing to follow the lead taken by Madrid and ban models under a certain size. A consortium of retailers said they would prohibit extremely thin models from participating in The Clothes Show Live in December, a major UK fashion event that has kicked off the careers of many famous models.

The debate gained high-profile support. Peaches Geldof, the 17-year-old daughter of Sir Bob Geldof and the late Paula Yates, told the British tabloids the issue was "disgusting".

"I think the whole fashion industry needs to wake up. It disgusts me," said Peaches, speaking after the Ben de Lisi show at London Fashion Week. "I've been strong enough to avoid [the pressure to be thin] because I think it's ridiculous, but for a lot of people, when they see a model going down the catwalk ... they think, 'Should I be like this?' - and it leads to disorders or bad body image and I think it's wrong."

The furore also caused a fashion-industry backlash. The Paris ready-to-wear shows kicked off this week with the French fashion industry's leading official saying he did not believe organisers should ban the use of models considered underweight.

Didier Grumbach, head of the Chambre Syndicale, the body that governs French fashion. says it is not the role of fashion to solve public health problems.

"I think it's a non-issue. You don't solve public health problems by regulating the size of models," he says. "You know, fashion is only the reflection of what is happening in society. It is not the cause."

France's health ministry recently announced it was setting up a working group on body image, with the aim of establishing a charter with advertisers banning the use of excessively thin models. Grumbach says he does not plan to take part in the government talks.

"I honestly think we are not responsible for health problems," he says. "Let the health ministry take care of health problems, and let fashion designers choose models according to their taste."

Stuart Rose, chief executive of Marks & Spencer and chairman of the British Fashion Council, says body mass index is only a guide. So long as a girl is exercising and eating right, her body mass index makes little difference.

Some fashion experts say the brouhaha over skinny models is much ado about nothing. "My feeling is that this is a media-generated rehash of an old story," says David Wolfe, creative director at the Doneger Group, a fashion trend consulting firm in New York. "The fact that one show in Madrid banned skinny girls is meaningless thus far." Wolfe says models in the 1950s were virtually the same size as models today, and that even Grace Kelly had a 50-centimetre waist on her wedding day.

In Australia, Sydney modelling agencies came out in support of the ban. Kathy Ward, the director of Chic in Woollahra, says the ban was a positive step.

"I think it's a great move," Ward says. "If girls are too skinny they're not going to get jobs. I'm supportive of what they're doing. It is a positive move for the industry and sets a very good example to the other fashion weeks around the world."Ward says such a move should be welcomed by the industry as a step towards fostering healthier body images for women.

"In Australia we have a healthier attitude towards body image in that the lifestyle it encourages is outdoor activity and a lot more positive," she says.Martin Walsh, the director of Chadwick Model Agency in Surry Hills, understands the Madrid ban but believes such a move is unnecessary in Australia. "The truth is the Australian market likes healthy-looking girls ... we never go for anyone that's too thin."

"We would recommend that they [thin models] tone up and would need to be of a certain size. But it's a very relative sort of thing. You can usually tell if someone looks their natural weight."-

LA Times and New York Times, AP

BEWARE!!! Pictures of models that are shown here could cause u to eat more than u normally do. Which i hope is a good thing.....


She's not a size 0. More like a -10 to me......sheesh...

Hey i can count her ribcage....one...two....three...four......

Y.U.C.K.S!?!?!?! How??? Why????

Some of the celebrities whom are sucked(puns! lol)) into this trend of size zero is beautiful bullshit.

An example is:


Miss Nicole Richie!!! Ok im not saying that she looked good here. All im saying is......where the hell did all her fats go......................

...................................................in here???

Honey...ur not as sexy now....as u were then.....

Then comes her best friend:


Miss Lindsay Lohan.

Oh what a great picture of her! Room-blinding smile....smooth skin.....round firm boobies which makes all men firm in the you-know-where....

But alas.....she chose to look like this......

Now blonde and so unhealthy looking. What a far cry from her previous look...

Hey isnt that nicole richie? Wow maybe they formed some sort of ya-ya sisterhood or something that goes something like they will get through this through thick or thin. and in this case obviously very thin.......ooooh i love puns! ;P


haha dun u think its funny?

Zan u are such a gossip whore. U start off preaching and ends off sarcastically.

Well thats life right. Every single being is in charge of their own. If u choose to go to whichever direction, be prepared for the consequences.

I may be a bitch for laughing at these two but hey they wants us to notice them right? If not why would they torture themselves to look like this? They want the attention. They love getting praises like "ooh u look soo good" when in fact the other party is obviously pretty grossed out!

So let them bask in the glory of their own tortured, superficial, material world. Let us mere humans sit back and make fun of them.

So girls and boys, bear this in mind, beauty is in the eye of the beholder. If u think u look ugly, u thus are born ugly and obviously u'll look ugly for the rest of ur life. No mask, no makeup, no diet could change the ugliness of u. At the end of the day, ur beauty is just a pretend. Dun lie to urself that it does makes u feel better like wearing thick makeup and puking ur guts out. Then u are obviously a fake.

So i say live with it. Make peace with it. U'll naturally find the beauty of it. Like i did.

And THAT is real beauty.

Peace out.

Monday, October 09, 2006

Dilana - Roxanne (Rockstar Supernova)

Rockstar Supernova ROX!!!!!!!

Dilana is my favourite. Unfortunately she's a runnerup. Some punk got the job.

Dilana possesses such a raspy powerful voice that i ENVY!!! Her stage presence is strong and engaging. She's probably someone i could look up to in terms of performing. Oh how i could be like her. So bloody confident!

THese videos are my favs of her. For those who enjoys rock like i do.

Singapore idol fans...just click the "x" button at the top right corner of this window. Thank You.
Dilana - Can't Get Enough (Rockstar Supernova)
Dilana - Won't Get Fooled Again (Rockstar Supernova)
Ryan Star - Losing My Religion (Rockstar Supernova)

one of the best performance in rockstar supernova by Ryan Star...emo sia...must listen!!!
GEYLANG SERAI

The time has come again. For me to scout a baju kurung. Sigh i really hate wearing that traditional costume honestly.
Firstly it doesnt fit me well.
Secondly, there's a stigma attached to it like i cant do this and that when i don the costume. I wld have to behave like a proper malay girl and be gentle and polite. No cussing. No smoking. No shouting. No kissing. NO GOOD!!!
Thirdly, i hate spending $50+++ every year to wear it for only max 4 hours!! It doesnt make sense ya? Rather buy ZARA or Topshop with that money.

Ya ya i know im not traditional. Sometimes i fast yes. Still i dun understand the hype of Hari Raya. Blame it on my mixed parentage. Its too confusing.

Anyway...........

Went Geylang to check out the bazaar with walter. Same old same old. Totally forgot that geylang pasar is under renovation so there were even lesser places to visit. Lame.

There's many foodstalls but i think they are comparable to the pasarmalams around spore. Super lame.

My dad rented a stall last year at geylang and he made a loss. $12 000 for a month. Lost every single cent and more. Yes there are a lot of pple who shop in Geylang HOWEVER there are MORE food stalls than these pple.
Simple economic calculation. Erm....that calculation lah abt too much producers and too little consumers bullshit. Haha totally forgot. I HATE MICROECONOMICS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So we walk and walk and walk. Didnt buy anything. Probably going again to buy my baju kurung with my bro.
Going there again on the last day with parents. To buy the cheap leftover keropoks and kuehs! haha....

Now here's the fun part.............

Since Geylang Serai is such a bore, we decided to explore the sleazy "meat" market district. And also because food there are much yummier.

A little disappointed cuz i could only spot a few "meat" that lingers around the corner of shophouses. Stale "meat" somemore!! Yucks like how old are they???

There were even more MEN (of all races. Mostly chinese though. Wonder why??) who were slacking around.

Wah lao i felt like sooooo many eyes were staring at me. EEEWwwww gross gross gross..... I dun even wanna know what they were thinking....Walter just walk behind me and snigger. Chibai!!!!!Hero my ass ah!

Spotted a condom shop with its name, "RA21". Original.

Finally found the tauhuey shop. Famous for its...duh...tauhuey lah.

Actually its kinda pricey this place. $1.50 for a plate of tauhuey when i can get it normally for only 50cents.

Best healthy food!!! Great for breakfast or a midnight snack....

Whatever the BF eats, it always look sooo darn good.....

Thats all.....

Thursday, October 05, 2006

$80 required for a new passport!?!?!?!

Hell that totally puts me off travelling! soo ex....too ex.....

money is such an issue now....cuz of school and all....sometimes i think whether this kinda frivolous expenses is worth it....cuz i really dun wanna regret it one day like spending a chunk off my savings...especially when it is meant for sch.....

i did my calculations....i am expected to part at least S$4o0 for this trip....2 person already ard S$700.....come to think about it, its a hefty sum huh? Especially bad when the BF is in NS and obviously broke too....

like worse i owe him $150.....my mum $100...estar a puny $24...haha...but hey they are still on credit k!!!!

Add them all together....i need $1k!!! Like how to get $1k in just one month??? haha a bit ridiculous huh!!! haha....

maybe im too far-fetched. Always aiming for something i can never grasp. Like going on a holiday i cannot afford. So proud . Im awake now and facing the reality of my financial situation. And of course i dun wanna drag the BF down too because of my WANTS!!!

A holiday is meant to be happy right? Then why do i feel so stress???

Maybe its not the time yet. I really think its not the time yet.

Oh how i yearn for a holiday..........i really do miss the air outside Singapore.

I will not put down my wishes of seeing the world just because im poor. I will work hard in the future. The world is too big to be cooped up in this tiny island.

World im gonna conquer u the next time!!!! Whatever it takes.

Right now i will just sit at one corner, suck my thumb... and cry at my misery.

Till then....thats all.....

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

Oh great i've been selected as a Host for the Singapore Fashion Week. How lucky!

Now here's a problem.......

ITS THE SAME WEEK AS MY GENTING GETAWAY!!!!!

Groanz.....how ah which one should i choose??? Walter has already ask for leave on that week....

Which one??? Which one????

Becky's not attending it cuz she got a chic new job at Guess. Lucky B*tch! haha...

Man i desperately need a holiday............

Host can still get it next year right? Promise walter liaoz......

I hate decisions!!!

*whimper* Help......

Punk'd B*tch!!!

Weeeeeee.....Zan has overthrowned (ok do i spell it correctly?) the Punk Master. Wah estar thought he can get away easy from his 21st Bday? Not a chance dude!

So Deb, Haddad and me thought of a grand masterplan to punk the king himself! And boy was it all worth it!!!

After dinner with the bday boy, me hafta act like i have a stomachahe so i can fetch Deb n Ddad and lit the cute customised muffins! (see above) Like i sucks at acting lorz....couldnt control myself when i said the lines i planned. Man why the hell i took Drama classes for?

So paiseh at the entrance of Causeway point people was pointing and looking at us 3 stooges with lit miffins. haha...

Ex-Punk Master, must emphasized "EX" cuz he didnt see that coming, was looking down on his hp and didnt even look up even when we were right in front of his table!

So SURPRISE BITCH AND HAPPY BDAY!!!!haha.... wah lao his shock face was priceless!!! You've officially been Punk'd by amateurs Sucker!!! haha....


Oh whatever estar.....eat the cake and stop laughing......haha....

Debs all Happy and smiley....we did well babe....haha.....


Haddad aka Ddad joining in the fun.....hmmm.....if not wrong Ddad bday is earlier than mine....guess who'll be punk'd next? haha.....

Achievements aside....it was great seeing Deb n Ddad after such a long time.....last we saw each other was at Zouk right? Realized it is so hard to catch up with friends when everyone is going their separate ways, doing their own things. However meetings like this is much appreciated. We have like tons still to bitch about!

Cya at Zouk this Friday babe! =)