Im playing GOD!!!!!

ok im gonna start breeding my fighting fishes(bettas). So i bought 3 tanks from cash convertor at a steal. 3 huge tanks for only $7!!!

Its kinda dirty still so im gonna make my bro clean it tmw. Hah i buy so he hafta do the dirty job. Once clean i will post it up here for all to see my beautiful fishes..hehe....

Walter asked why i suddenly so into fishes. Hmmm......for starters, im a Pisces. So naturally i love them. I love mermaids and i wanna be like them(as if!). Mermaids are the most beautiful, graceful ethereal creature ever to exist and im still hoping its not a myth! haha...

Now here's the catch. Im scared of the ocean. Im a freaking oceanophobic! haha ok that word doesnt exist but u got the geist.

Im into bettas because they are the easiest pet to take care of. Hamsters are too dirty and tortoises too smelly. Moreover i need a hobby. Holding responsibilities to another's life is cool. Especially when it only have a lifespan of 2 years. Easy-peasy...

here are some bettas pix from a website which i hope i can aquire soon. they are really really really pretty!

So pretty right? they are pretty BOYS. all male...haha...

thats all.

Im a 'reality-tv' sucker!!!!!

Im haunting Youtube. Watched the current season of the Amazing race, Survivor: Cook Islands, America's Next Top Model cycle 7 and even One Tree Hill 4. Still trying to find project runway 3.

My ass is permanently stuck to my couch and will be twice bigger by the end of my holidays.

Im still hibernating, so dun call me out. Yet. hehe....take care guys!!!!

YAHOOOOO!!!! im done with sch........yes yes yes one month of holiday!!!! such bliss....

Although i am not fully satisfied with my work, i am damn proud of myself for finishing my boards and sewing in just 3 freaking days!!! YES 3 days of sleepless nights and pure preserverance (fark lah can never spell this word)!!
Phew!

Ok why do i like ending my sentences with so much of "!!!!!!!!!!!!!"?

CUZ I WANNA TELL THE WOrld HOW FARKING HAPPY I AM TO FINALLY GET MY PRECIOUS SLEEP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha.

Lame. Move on.

Here's a preview of my illustration....so much sweat and tears goes into it so must show off abit mah! haha.. Inspired by the movie "Moulin Rouge". i know it doesnt look very moulin rouge-y cuz my fucked up teacher threw away 30 of my designs and said its too dressy. he wanted casual and he said it'll be suicide.
so fine lorz i give him casual. which is sooo boooring...

I love my models thin. very thin in fact. its an obsession when im doing my illustrations. Dun laugh lah okay i know im fat and im contradicting myself.

Im not perfect so my models will.

Oh gosh being away for so long i have so much to blog about!!! So many pix to share!!!!
(there goes my exclamation marks!!!!!)haha...

To start, im gonna give u guys a "tour" of what a NAFA fashion student assessment day looks like. Sorry for the bit blurry pix. My camera is no good. Hint Hint!

Must look presentable! Hello this is a fashion sch so dun u dare wear black and white corporate suits! haha. Staple ur smile on ur face. Ur emotions (anger,panic), leave it at home. Today is judgement day. Do or die. Well truthfully, do or never do, we still die! haha....

A lecturer will be in the waiting room to give u a short briefing and to take attendance. Isn't my paper bag distracting??? The model damn hot, sexy lah. Got it from the Triumph fashion show. Should have taken more lah.

do any last minute adjustments!!!! Poor beck still sewing her pants 10mins before assessment! Kan-cheong i tell ya!

After much love and encouragements from these two dear friends of mine..............

............................................i am more than ready to face the "DOOR OF DOOM". Because the Devil himself and his advocates are inside.

U know Mr Devil aka Principle of SFS(School of Fashion Studies btw) aka Head of U.G.S(Ugly Gay Society) in NAFA is sooooooo "good" with his english. Im so lucky never kena him. He came in right after my presentation. The point is, he scolded my classmates because of grammer?!?! Like hello, u came to see our product development why so particular abt the grammer?!?!?! He then promptly ask her whether she passed her english O'Levels. SO RUDE HOR!!! He can say this word dun exist that word dun make sense. Like wah u walking dictionary ah?!?!?!

Better still he bought his laptop in. Someone did their inspiration of Morrocco he then go Yahoo and find a map and as the person to point to him where Morrocco is?!?! He would then go to websites to check whether our research facts is accurate.

Best he even bought in his CALCULATOR lor. To calculate if we got the target customer's income right.

Very talented ah he? first he's an English teacher then he doubles as an accounting teacher. RESPECT! *rolls eyes*

Worse is if he sees ur drawing illustrations U.G.L.Y, he will spare no expense and laugh in front of ur face. Grrr!!!!!

So many pple have came out from the Door of Doom crying their eyes out! I seriously pity them. We dun pay so much money to be disrespected like that!

Sad thing is there is nothing we can really do. Seriously. the power is in their filthy hands. What can we do?

Wah talking about this makes me damn tired lah. There's really too much bitchy pple in this industry.

What have i done? Sucked into this madness by choice.........

I am no fan of babies. Honestly.

I did a double take when i saw this pix.

As u all know she is Tom Cruise's baby, Suri.

OMG she's gorgeous.

Had me at Hello.

Had me at Hello

Lucky B*tch. You got ur mum's and dad's features. U're gonna grow up rich, gorgeous and famous to boot.

Oh how i envy u even when ur only 4 months old.

Sigh. What had i done in my "before-life" to be here. Looking like i am. Having what i have.

Double sigh.

Just early yesterday noon i talked about how i dun like surprises with Naz and Beck. Though how much i like to punk and sabo friends, i am no fan being a recipient.

So lo and behold, my bf gave me a surprise delivery of hot prata to my doorstep later that night! haha maybe i should change my perception. Being surprised is really nice once in a while. Im very touched cuz he got me my fav cheese mushroom prata. Right after i mms him that i'm freaking hungry...moreover i was too busy to eat out......

Now i love him to death. MORE!!!! hehe..

P.S- Watching Oprah and she said she donated $10 million from her own pocket to build homes for the Katrina victims. Great work babe! What an inspiration and oh how much more richer u will be from doing that. haha.

i love my boyfriend to death because he stuff me with my fav desserts whenever im pulling my hair out in angst.

Ok i admit its a half-melted banana split. it also look kinda gruesome.

But hey, it was YUMMY!!!!! i was attacking it like a hungry hyena before deciding to take these pix.

Desserts is the new sex! WOOT!

one of the reason why i dun blog is i dun wanna bore people to death by whinning about how stressful my life is now....

2 more weeks and im free!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wanna thank everyone who still loves me even though im "hibernating" and lost contact...haha...
so sorry i cant see u in another 2 more weeks....dun miss me too much ya! haha....

updates on Stanley's bdae:

Buffet at Sakae Sushi!!!!!

Afterwards we sorta trick him and presented him with an itsy-bitsy-teenie-weenie birthday cake....can see how he reacted from the look of his face....not happy of course! haha....

Honestly i think the bogus cake is pretty cute.....kinda gay to have a figurine wearing just underwear on ur bdae cake aint it? hehe....yum?

Talking abt gay men.....been having thoughts of hiring STRIPPERS for my next bdae? What u guys tink? too naughty? hehe....

You've been punk'd bitch! haha...

HAPPY 21st bdae BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BTW.....the cake is one yummylicious piece of heaven i've ever eaten...it was my bdae cake last year and i love it!!!!! too bad i was too full from the buffet to finish my slice.

CRAVING!!!!!!! tmw i will buy a slice.....maybe two? ;P

Something i have been a-wishing and a-hoping i can do since , like, 10 years ago? Stab this retard to death!!!!!! hahaha.....

nah...maybe not...torture him for another 10 years seems more logical...

hahahahahahaha.....

Russell Peters - Beating Your Kids

Russell Peters - Chap Sum Bong!!!

Russell Peters 34.50

Be A Man!!!! and watch this clip! lol....

Amber is dying!!!

Horrors.....

It has only been 2 weeks. Her stomach is bloated. Walter said its either an infection or i overfed her.

erm....maybe im slightly guilty of the latter.

watever it is, Amber look really sick now...her colour has gone. She's pale and her scales is bleedy.

Gross!!

Oh beautiful Amber....u dun deserve this....i just got to know u...

Oh well...life goes on eh....

next up, im getting a blue one.......

Hady, singapore idol, asian pop, singaporeidol, song1

and thats why he's the best person to represent singapore....

useless rants - dun bother to read 'em.

i dunno whats wrong with my internet connection and laptop.
it seems like everytime i go online, it will hang.
angry lah cuz one more month to exams and i badly need to use internet.

im illegally using wireless.
i think its my neighbour's. but it sucks lah cuz always need to refresh and it is so freaking slow.
looks like i cant blog as often.

wtf is showing on channel 5??? lameness.......wish i have SCV......

i've been sewing for the past 3 hrs...sucks...i suck at sewing.....yet it intriques me...the more i hate it the more i sew...

chinatown rulez......the food rulez....the fabric stores rulez......the shopping rulez.....

so many work to do so lil time....oh god its only a month away....
vick u suck....
u make me doubt my skills...
u make me unsure....
u make me panic.....
u make me hate this.....

my bro is going jogging now....i hope he doesn't bring "something" back if u know wat i mean.....

im hungry and desperately need a smoke. no way. im on a double diet.

thats all.

ZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...............................................

AMBER

Thats the name of the fighting fish. A gift from walter.

Eh dun laugh people i know i have no maternal instincts but hey i do miraculously have them for animals. Love cats, hamsters...now fish! woohooo....a pet of my own!

Since im not that type of a girl who have names for future babies...it took me some time to find out this name... AMBER...i thought of ARIEL as in my fav disney character, The Little Mermaid. But i think AMBER suits her more leh...cuz she's all red and fiesty!

The truth is, i dunno if this fish is a male or female. i dun care. its a female fish. if its a male, then it is gay. Full stop.

Seriously i hope it doesnt die on me too soon. Walter will be disappointed and my family is betting Amber will probably have a shell life of 1 month.Ah whatever people. its my fish now and i do what i want.

Its kinda exhilarating to know that i have been bestowed the POWER to this thing's life. I can either kill it or i dun. HAH! I hope it doesnt bear the wrath of my PMS mood next month!

Pretty pretty AMBER! She's definitely not photogenic lah. cant seem to get a nice close-up. Still very young btw. Cant wait for it to grow!

Walter said give it a few more months and AMBER will grow to be as beautiful as the fish in the picture. Wah like butterfly hor!!!

i'll try to update on her. That is if she can survive that long.

Till then....................tata people......................

The future.

What does it has in store for me?

Im torn.

Is it possible for a long distance relationship?

I don't believe in long distance relationships.

"Our doubts are traitors, and make us lose the good we oft might win, by fearing to attempt". - (Act I, Scene IV).

"Be not afraid of greatness: some are born great, some achieve greatness and some have greatness thrust upon them". - (Act II, Scene V)

Twelfth Night, William Shakespeare

So who shall win? The heart or the mind?

We shall see.

RANDOM PIX PART UNE (dun judge me im no photographer! Neither do i aim to be one!)

I took a really old bus home today. Although it was filthy, un-airconditioned, small and uncomfortable,it still hold some weird melancholic sentimental value to me.

Maybe cuz i've always hated riding a bus since young. Last time MRT wasnt so advanced so my mum loves taking long long long very extremely long bus hopping across town. Then i will be beside her sucking the sour plums cuz of my lame motion sickness. I still has it btw.

Especially to AMK library. i would borrow 8 books at one time and finished all of them in two days then begged my mum not to return those books that i love! Maybe thats why i still have some unreturned library books. haha i've kept them for 11 years. Long overdued!

Anyway, long story short, i miss taking the bus with my family then cuz we spent so much time together. Now all of us is soo busy all the time so hardly go out together. sigh.....

Taken in chinatown. Its this really old circular apartment block. I've never seen this anywhere else. When i pass by this building this stupid song will appear:

"Round, round , baby round round spinning out on me.....", SugaBabes.

Every single time man.

My bro the next Jimi Hendrix?

NAAAAAHHH!!!!!!!!

But he sure learns fast. He picked up the guitar last year (my guitar my goodness!) and now he has some pretty nifty moves. Ok so he's better than me now. Fine. I'll catch up when i have the time. haha excuses excuses.....

In pattern-making class. Thats Claire. She's really short and petite so she couldnt reach the other side so bo pian must climb on the table. Cuteness!

A great view from my class...to to ceiling glass panels....however it was marred by the rows of sleazy cheap budget hotels. Wat a pity.......

Beware!!! NAFA computer labs is currently attacking poor innocent thumbdrives with some stupid virus..farking incurable....and it's spreading like wildfire! both my thumbdrive kena also...super sway.....

it seems although this virus has been going around for more than a month, it still hasnt been stopped. Stupid NAFA IT department...you pple are useless....i pay $2k a month to watch u feed ur children with macdonalds everyday izzit?!?!?!?!?!?!!

ok im vexed today....PMS to blame....thats all i have....haha im bored initially now im too lazy to continue.....

next time then...ta ta people....

Received an A+ for pattern-making - DELIRIOUSLY ECSTATIC!!!

Received my first warning letter for this semester. 83% attendence for July. Need 90% to pass this semester. - FARKING PISSED!!!

all within the same day. just within hours of each other. Im confused......

Had no choice but to change my skin...

Dunno why it took me so long to load my blog whenever i tried to access it. Hope this new skin doesnt give me the same prob.

Personally i dun really like this skin. Only the brown boxes thingy. i'll change again once i find a suitable one.

In the meantime...........i dunno lah do whatever u like lah........

HEY IM AS FAMOUS AS A DOORMAT! EVEN THOUGH ITS THERE, NO ONE CARES!!!

Remember my previous post when i stated that Beck and me were interviewed by this chick at Raffles MRT? And that she was from Cleo.....

Honestly, i didnt really expect to see my face appear. I mean who gives a rat's ass about my opinions, right. I know you guys don't...even i don't get myself sometimes.

Initially i was reluctant to take the interview. 1 because she wants my pix. 2 because the question is dumb and hard. QN: "What do you feel about women putting makeup in public?"

ANS (in my brain at that time of course and dun judge me, i was having my period) : *sniggers* LOOK AT ME WOMAN. DO I LOOK LIKE I PUT ANY MAKEUP AT ALL? DO I CARE ABOUT MAKEUP AND WHAT GUNK SOME PEOPLE IS SUBJECTED TO WEAR ALL DAY? ANS IS NOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!! I DUN GIVE A SHIT SO LEAVE ME ALONE IM BUSY....

ANS in real life: Erm...erm....actually....there's many things that i can point out...(then i gave her a list of "not-to-do"s. If u know me u should know i simply babble out my ans without thinking. And thus hoping she would chose one that is smart enough to upp my reputation. if i have one.)

Beck gave really smart answers. Seriously felt like stabbing my brain with my pen.

Then voila, my bloody no-experience no-makeup no-mood(PMS) face got stamped on page 194. In fact, my pix is smaller than a stamp. Great. Simply marvelous. Trophy worthy. Yucks.

here it is people......enjoy.....

Rebecca looked cute! =)

Hey....now i look and sound like a bimbo....she totally twisted my words...*roll eyes*

Im giving all of u permission to laugh at my "comments" now and only now. You all better dun laugh at me when u see me.....

So this is my second magazine appearance. The last time was in Lime for JamX.

See i butchered my image!!!!! Now i solemnly swear i shall not volunteerily allow the press to get hold of my pix unless i became vocally smarter, visually thinner and prettier. Done.

Nonetheles i was really proud that we won second place. we really practised really hard and actually aimed for the top. Now i've retired. Personal reasons.

So stop bugging me to join Singapore idol Naz. hahaha....

Speaking of which, the person that i circled in red, she's actually Mathilda D'Silva. You know the rock-soul chick in the top 8. Guess someone got famous huh....

Till then....im in hiding......

My Kinky Weekend...

Wah lao kinky to the max i tell ya!

erm...certain things i cant divulge here in case some "people" i know might just read this post.

Whatever it is i truly-truly enjoyed my kinky weekend and it certainly help with the "relationship".

Yaddah yaddah blah blah you guys should know wat me and the BF is going through......

Anyways we went Chinatown that special day and booked a special place for a night.

Itinery for that day:

1) Eat (glorious-glorious food. Yummy cheap Bakwa)

2) Watch an RA show in Yangtze. (Although an experience by itself, it was definitely an eye-opener for a newbie. It was HOT , it wasnt air-conditioned and not by any means the show. Only showed a boobie or two. Yawnzzz....boring boring boring!!! Alot of the ah-pek community with their handy newspapers for the tug and pull thing. Gross yet strangely entertaining in a comic way.)

3) Pop a Champagne. ( i got a lil high. The BF got happy. Everyone wins.)

4) Do some little RA show for ourselves if you know what i mean. Many-many times in fact that i got shocked (and shagged) a lil bit. Most importantly, im a satisfied woman for sure! ;P

Yup that's wat we did in 24hrs. We rotate events 1, 3 & 4 a few times over and over. Haha just like cavemen.

Im smiling as i wrote this post. im so delirious. its corny i know but i just wanna scream to the world that IM IN LUURRVVEEEE!!!

LOL.