My birthday is just around the corner ya'll....

I know im being such a downright whore but hey im 22 this year so might as well be frank!

My wish for a present this year would be.......TO OWN A PSP!!!!

A shout out to those who doesnt know what to get me....

I dun care if u steal, sell ur backside or whatever....JUST GET ME ONE OF THIS BABY!!!!

second hand or stolen ones i dun care.....

no need to buy any games i'll purchase them myself...i just want a set!!! AAAARGHHH.....i want it want it want it so bad...soooo long.......

retail price for a 2GB is approx around $300......can get cheaper but must find......

share or what lah...set up a fund or what lah.....hahaha....

i will be ETERNALLY grateful and promise to be a good good girl.....

So people make the 'Happy' in my Happy Birthday come true!!! hahaha.....

alternate choice...get me vouchers or hongbaos....

p/s: i really dig the Black or Pink. =P

thats all.

OINK OINK!!!!

Happy New Year Everyone!!!!!!!!!.......

Things i did for CNY:

1. DO MY WORK TILL SIAO......aaargh.........

2. Learn mahjong. A lil complicated in the beginning but now that i've got the geist its really fun lar..."PONG"!!!!!

3. Checked out River HongBao. Huge crowd....new year spirit is there of course....why CNY so happening one ah?? Hari Raya always so boring..........

The BF is a "RAT". I said "mouse" initially cuz i dunno mah but he said why not "hamster" then?....not funny lah...haha...

Will you pay $3 to look through a hole?? Apparantly this man did. Its some weird ass theater puppet thingy...its abt 5 mins long...waste of money but it did arouse my curiosity nontheless....

Behind the BF is the so called "money tree". You are supposed to toss the coin to the tiny bells hanging on the tree for luck or something. I threw 2 coins and hit none. The BF threw and hit 2 times. I tell you my man is Lucky. Because he have me mah! haha.....

God of fortune. He was going around giving people blessings and touching their head etc etc. Kinda gross. Tubby costume wearing man giving away hongbaos and some wordings and you treat him like God? Atrocious indeed. Yet something in me really wanted to rub his belly..haha for fortune of course lah....so broke nowadays........

4. The bro came back from my ancestor land Indonesia today. He bought a cute lil kampung bike helmet. Uber cool man super retro!!!!

Guess who im trying to channel??????.....................

YOANNA HOUSE, Winner of ANTM2.

hahahahahaa........

oklah back to study hell....exams in 2 weeks....

thats all.

I TOLD YOU SO!!!

Victim: Dadd's 21st Bdae
Venue: His sis's penthouse in Novena. WooooWOooooo i love her place.....penthouse dreamhouse!!!

The team of Paparazzi's getting ready to snap god-knows-what look on his face.You've been punk'd biatch!!!! hahaha....i told you so...i told you so....i told you so...lalala....

The bevy of beauties at ur service birthday boy! haha....

of course it doesnt end with the surprise..................................

hahahaha....poor kaijie kena pull down by haddad also................
then Bryan went in..................subsequently they tried pullin yibin in too but that skinny muscleman grabbed a pole and hang onto his dear life...four men tickled and kept pulling and pulling but were unsuccessful other than making his face flame like lobster..haha funny lah...

So poor me no money need to go work later...no choice gotta leave early.....dadd said Bye Bye...

So who's next???? hehe....

thats all.

I GIVE IN.

Enough of in-your-face diet/exercise miracles.

Enough of the "who lost more weight" campaign.

I give in.

Finally.

No more internal fighting of rights and wrongs.

No more abusive eating.

No more sugar rush.

No more chocolates.

No more happiness.

No more freedom.

No more hurtful words like "you should start exercising" after sex.

No more bear hugs.

No more scars.

Since everyone thinks that i am better off thin. Then might as well right? I have to admit. It sucks having to do what the society and love ones want u to be. The pressure of being "presentable" or in my words 'gorgeous till my eyes hurt'.

However the glee in your voice when im pro losing weight saddens and angered me at the same time. Well...maybe anger more.

Maybe im sheltered for too long eh. I always knew nothing is perfect. Love isnt perfect. Certainly im not. I cant seem to shake off that guilt and that numerous remarks off my head.

At last my resolution for 2007 (finally!) is to lose as many stones as i want off my body. I know i can do it. Whether or not i can succeed is another.

So lets go sign for that yoga thingy asap Estar! haha...really sounds like fun....

p/s: Remember im doing all this shitty things for u. So i can be like a trophy u can show off to. If ur happy i will too (i hope!)...........

Blame my hiatus to the massive amount of work needed to be completed asap.

come back in a week time.

maybe. maybe i have something to write.

in the meantime....

erm...thats all....