I should be shifting back here in no time!

Sick of Multiply actually...

Goodbye old blogger. Cya never!

http://zanybaby.multiply.com

Cya guys there! =)

Got this from rachel's blog. I LOVE IT! These girls are wat made my NAFA days pass like a cool breeze. We are always so spontaneous and u girls always find mundane things and make them so much interesting. I will never feel my age around them.. haha... I will miss u guys definitely!! So hows the badminton session or gathering session???? We need more cam-whoring!!! Zouk? MOS? KBOX? 3 months guys we can change the world...haha....

Im so excited cuz tmw i will be going Genting!!!. yeah haha no big deal such a cheapo place. But to me, its big shit! haha i save every penny to get myself this holiday and i will make the best of it. I had so much fun the last time so this time round i "think" i know what our itinery would be.

I didnt realize im such a big girl now (not in the other sense BIG. THAT i already achieved. lol). I draft my resume yesterday and it just strike me. I will be a working adult soon. No more 3 months break. No more mugging. OH MY GOD. I will be earning a fixed income. I will be supporting my parents. I will be spending every single penny of that income. Shit! This is reality man. I totally need to set a stepping stone for my career and realize my priorities.

Oh whatever. Soul searching will begin after the trip! Im prepared to gain 2 kg for this. Oh but it'll be totally worth it!!!

Will be back next week. Those who were nice to me (u know who u are) i will bring back souveniers.

take care my friends. =)

IT'S FINALLY OVER!!! WOOOT!!!

Assessment is over and done with!! YES YES YES!!! So blardy happy words cannot explain the much needed break my brain wants!

Although still very very nervous, and obviously flunked my presentation, i was overall glad that I DID IT!!! The many months of researching and sweat and blood and rejection and tears and body-sacrificing-cuz-i-need-to-stuff-my-face-with-cakes-to-get-through-the-stress and it all boils down to this one day AND ITS FINALLY OVER!!!

Many weird things were exchanged in the assessment room like never before. Kena scolded for saying too much "LAHS". Hello i was nervous wat so didnt noticed that. My lecturers were talking about me in front of me like as if i couldnt hear wat they were saying. "She have the look and the personality for this business", "she can go work in magazines or do something blah blah". Afterwards they asked why i didnt study Fashion Design and why i chose Fashion Marketing instead. HUH?? U can ask these in the middle of the presentation meh? Like chit chat session like that so kaypoh. So me being me i kinda retort back by saying, "Guys can i finish up my presentation before u can ask me all these questions and whatever". Yes they were shocked when i say that. But i personally think it is RUDE to interrupt a formal presentation to ask questions NOT RELATED to the topic i presented. DUH!?!?

After im done presenting they asked me back the same qns. AArghhh....i answered i did not take fashion Design because i think got no prospect. OOps wrong ans. Mylecturers are DESIGNERS!!!! Shit...then they say "WAH LIKE THIS WE NO HOPE LAH. WE ARE LOSERS WITH NO FOOD TO EAT". Sheesh.
So i said i take MArketing because i always dream of setting up my own boutique and i want to know the process of selling my products effectively to the market and also be involved in the process blah blah crap crap. And it saved my ass indeed.

Im getting a C for sewing AGAIN. I knew it when my sewing teacher give me a shake head and tsk tsk noice duribg assessment AGAIN. Not surprised lah haha.

So people out there dreaming to become the next FASHION DESIGNER or whatever, here's how you do it!

Step one: Research on your FAVOURITE topic. I say favourite because if u are that type wishy-washy one u will regret it once a boring topic is chosen and its too late to change it. I did mine on the Hippies and it was FUN.

So from that research u can get a few design ideas (what they wear in that era etc etc). Try not to copy entirely the design , well, cuz of FAshion sake honey. U dun wanna look like you wear ur grandma clothes. (though its quite hip now eh? Ok thats entirely another story.) So take certain elements like their silhouette, their look, their buttons etc or their colours and afterwards sketch out probably 50 designs.

Choose ur favourite ones (i couldnt cuz this design was picked by my lecturer. Boo!) and start to look for a Pattern Making book to help you.

Step two: using the pattern making book, draft out the patterns that is similar to ur design. OK this is the toughest process u have to go through. Sometimes certain designs are just not possible to draft out and u can take days to figure out the shape of ur garment. Sometimes it doesnt fit to your mannequin or body and u have to redraft it. The fitting is very important. I did mine THREE BLOODY TIMES. I HAVE THREE BLOODY MOTHER FUCKING WASTE OF TIME PATTERN FOR A DRESS I CANT EVEN WEAR. I sew my toile TWICE and BOTH TIMES IT STILL DOES NOT FIT THE MANNEQUIN. SO i gave up. Thus the C.

ANYWAYS, once u conquered the patterns part, this is the fun part! Source for ur fabrics. Go to places like Chinatown or Arab street and dun forget to bargain. Those blood-suckers think fashion student all rich. They think we bring Dior bags to school. KNN dun be shy and ask for a reasonable price.

If u cant sew. Just bring it to ur nearest seamstress in almost every neighbourhood sure have. How much they charge depends how KNN they are. Haha.....i sure am vulgar huh.

My final garment modelled by Rachel. Funny she posed exactly like my model without knowing it.

I knew she wanted the dress so much but really sorry honey i couldnt part with it. Been through hell and back to make it look like this. Sewing and cutting the chiffon part itself took me more than 6 hours so i hope u understand yeah? hehe...

So i hope u had a blast with the process. Cuz i absolutely didnt. haha.

Hey but you know wats fun?

Post assessment pictures!!!!! YEAH BABY!!!!

I have lots check them out in my multiply. Steal them or sell them to FHM i dun give a hoot!haha...

im definitely looking forward to my 3 months break.

-Will be trying my best to lose weight. haha....

-Enjoy myself in Genting with the BF and estar this weekend.

-Get a decent job. River Island here i come! yay get to work with Beck!

-try to get that intern with C.K. tangs. I think my chances are very very very miniscule type. Not putting much hope with the interview.

-save to get myself a PSP.

-do some soul-searching. MUAHAHA......

thats all.

guys check out my new blogsite:

http://zanybaby.multiply.com/

leave ur comments if u think its ok....i know Naz will...haha....

its not official yet cuz im still playing with it. Very fun to see wentworth face plastered everywhere. haha...

thats all....

Through thick and thin,
Through fire and storm,
ProFashion still delivers...we are too damn tight!
Bring it on NAFA suckers aka lecturers!!! muahaha...

3rd year here we come...

oh...and photoshop does miracles...those who have the chance please do learn it...

assessment day tmw...gonna start on my script....hmmm....maybe later....wats the point eh?

Happy Birthday Indeed.

From now on, my actual age will be kept a secret. Im getting OLD!!! im getting paranoid!!! im afraid of winkles....im guilty of frowning alot these days.....

An age older but any wiser? hmm....i frown at that too....

Nonetheless my 2?nd birthday was a breeze. By saying that i mean im gratefully wipe-my-sweat-off-my-brows-and-thank-heavens kinda grateful never kena sabo..

a hundred "phew".....

cuz i hate being punk'd but i LOVE being the punkster! HAH!

Not to mention the countless people i've punkd the last year..KARMA anyone?

The BF knows that.....so i got 2 surprises from him this year....i know i've been a good girl last year when:

You open the door and were about to vent your anger to ur hepless brother on how tired u are in sch, when you saw THE BF sitting on the sofa with a HUMONGOUS Choc cake grinning!

Meant my stupid bro let him in. And i was shocked. That devious man i love so much actually told me a lie. Said he was at home just a few mins ago. HUmph.....

But being such a kind soul inside (ahem...) i was eventually won over by that damn sinfully delicious mousse cake and forgave him...haha....

i also knew i was a really really really good girl last year when the BF gave me this white gold necklace...

now this i really didnt expect cuz i sincerely told him not to get me anything. Despite me sometimes looking like a gold-digger, i have my nice days too ok. I hate it when the BF splurge me this kinda expensive gifts. I feel guilty sia. NSman not supposed to spend like a millionaire son ok.

But then, the evil in me revel at the bling of it. I LOVE IT DUH!!!!! muahaha....

i would also like to thank estar for the cake. And everyone of my friends for their wishes.

It was a great day! =)

My birthday is just around the corner ya'll....

I know im being such a downright whore but hey im 22 this year so might as well be frank!

My wish for a present this year would be.......TO OWN A PSP!!!!

A shout out to those who doesnt know what to get me....

I dun care if u steal, sell ur backside or whatever....JUST GET ME ONE OF THIS BABY!!!!

second hand or stolen ones i dun care.....

no need to buy any games i'll purchase them myself...i just want a set!!! AAAARGHHH.....i want it want it want it so bad...soooo long.......

retail price for a 2GB is approx around $300......can get cheaper but must find......

share or what lah...set up a fund or what lah.....hahaha....

i will be ETERNALLY grateful and promise to be a good good girl.....

So people make the 'Happy' in my Happy Birthday come true!!! hahaha.....

alternate choice...get me vouchers or hongbaos....

p/s: i really dig the Black or Pink. =P

thats all.

OINK OINK!!!!

Happy New Year Everyone!!!!!!!!!.......

Things i did for CNY:

1. DO MY WORK TILL SIAO......aaargh.........

2. Learn mahjong. A lil complicated in the beginning but now that i've got the geist its really fun lar..."PONG"!!!!!

3. Checked out River HongBao. Huge crowd....new year spirit is there of course....why CNY so happening one ah?? Hari Raya always so boring..........

The BF is a "RAT". I said "mouse" initially cuz i dunno mah but he said why not "hamster" then?....not funny lah...haha...

Will you pay $3 to look through a hole?? Apparantly this man did. Its some weird ass theater puppet thingy...its abt 5 mins long...waste of money but it did arouse my curiosity nontheless....

Behind the BF is the so called "money tree". You are supposed to toss the coin to the tiny bells hanging on the tree for luck or something. I threw 2 coins and hit none. The BF threw and hit 2 times. I tell you my man is Lucky. Because he have me mah! haha.....

God of fortune. He was going around giving people blessings and touching their head etc etc. Kinda gross. Tubby costume wearing man giving away hongbaos and some wordings and you treat him like God? Atrocious indeed. Yet something in me really wanted to rub his belly..haha for fortune of course lah....so broke nowadays........

4. The bro came back from my ancestor land Indonesia today. He bought a cute lil kampung bike helmet. Uber cool man super retro!!!!

Guess who im trying to channel??????.....................

YOANNA HOUSE, Winner of ANTM2.

hahahahahaa........

oklah back to study hell....exams in 2 weeks....

thats all.

I TOLD YOU SO!!!

Victim: Dadd's 21st Bdae
Venue: His sis's penthouse in Novena. WooooWOooooo i love her place.....penthouse dreamhouse!!!

The team of Paparazzi's getting ready to snap god-knows-what look on his face.You've been punk'd biatch!!!! hahaha....i told you so...i told you so....i told you so...lalala....

The bevy of beauties at ur service birthday boy! haha....

of course it doesnt end with the surprise..................................

hahahaha....poor kaijie kena pull down by haddad also................
then Bryan went in..................subsequently they tried pullin yibin in too but that skinny muscleman grabbed a pole and hang onto his dear life...four men tickled and kept pulling and pulling but were unsuccessful other than making his face flame like lobster..haha funny lah...

So poor me no money need to go work later...no choice gotta leave early.....dadd said Bye Bye...

So who's next???? hehe....

thats all.

I GIVE IN.

Enough of in-your-face diet/exercise miracles.

Enough of the "who lost more weight" campaign.

I give in.

Finally.

No more internal fighting of rights and wrongs.

No more abusive eating.

No more sugar rush.

No more chocolates.

No more happiness.

No more freedom.

No more hurtful words like "you should start exercising" after sex.

No more bear hugs.

No more scars.

Since everyone thinks that i am better off thin. Then might as well right? I have to admit. It sucks having to do what the society and love ones want u to be. The pressure of being "presentable" or in my words 'gorgeous till my eyes hurt'.

However the glee in your voice when im pro losing weight saddens and angered me at the same time. Well...maybe anger more.

Maybe im sheltered for too long eh. I always knew nothing is perfect. Love isnt perfect. Certainly im not. I cant seem to shake off that guilt and that numerous remarks off my head.

At last my resolution for 2007 (finally!) is to lose as many stones as i want off my body. I know i can do it. Whether or not i can succeed is another.

So lets go sign for that yoga thingy asap Estar! haha...really sounds like fun....

p/s: Remember im doing all this shitty things for u. So i can be like a trophy u can show off to. If ur happy i will too (i hope!)...........

Blame my hiatus to the massive amount of work needed to be completed asap.

come back in a week time.

maybe. maybe i have something to write.

in the meantime....

erm...thats all....

Chanel

Its love at first sight! *swoonz*

.......

-Warning-

Do not EVER buy a 2nd hand phone even if ur life depends on it!! I repeat, DO NOT EVER EVER EVER BUY A 2ND HAND PHONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My Nokia 6111 costs= $250

The amount of time, effort, sweat, money to get it fixed= PRICELESS!

I apologise to everyone who tried contacting me these 2 weeks. My phone was sent to repair. Every single time it comes back to me, the same problem persists. Didnt have a spare phone cuz my bro is using it.

So today, later, i will be marching down to the hp shop in AMK and demand he change me a new set or refund me back me buckeroos.

On a lighter and more glamourous note;

I present to you, SPRING 07 COUTURE!!!!

I anticipate this show every year.

I love couture! Who doesnt?

You say COUTURE I say "CHRISTIAN DIOR AND LACROIX". YAY YAY YAY!!!!!

hahaha.

See their gowns and fall in love please:

......Christian Dior......
(John galliano is pure genius taking fashion and art to a new level...every year he never fail to amuse me...ARIGATO!!!)

.......Christian Lacroix................
(my all time favourite designer!!!)

......Elie Saab..........
(if u wanna get married and looking for a perfect gown, forget Vera Wang. Go couture and check out his line here.......)

.........Jean Paul Gaultier.............

(entertaining ala "Passion of the Christ"...)

then there's Chanel, Valentino and Givenchy.

Sweet dreams are made of these...............................

Get your fashion fix at Style.com and check out their entire collection.

thats all.